Haiz... My computer is kena towed away... My mother promised to buy a new computer, but i doubt she will anyway... Aw damn no more computer!!! I don't think i can survive without a computer... Sob... In school i can even use youtube... And there's no windows movie maker... Well, there is but i dunno where the heck is it. So it will be hell in the subsequent weeks. Even if my mother is lucky enough to land a deal on a cheap computer, it won't be as good as the old one where i have installed all the latest programme into it!!! Waaah!!! The new MSN has gone... My files, some of them are too, gone... Argh... Can't even survive without MSN... Argh!!! My emoticons!!! Sob...
Dammit, it ain't meant to be. 3/30/2009 10:30:00 AM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Friday, March 27, 2009
Finally~ I've finished the video!!! Yay~ Hurray for me!!! Here's the vid~ (Dun wanna to post it on youtube, coz LM said it lacks originality. I totally agreed too, but who needs originality when your hands are just way too itchy??)
All done~ Comment me on the tagboard, ok???
See ya guys next time!!! XD
Dammit, it ain't meant to be. 3/27/2009 08:03:00 PM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Thursday, March 26, 2009
I really dun wanna!!!! I dun wanna vid-taped myself and look all awkard and... Weird!!! Waaah!!!! Then again, i want my lit marks!!! I want i want i want!!! So i spend the rest of my miserable day today exploring with the movie maker again... Feel a little sian, but bo pian, need to occupy myself with random works.... Or else i will get into a SMS-ing frenzy. Groan... My vid's doing pretty good... 'Cept that i dunno how to edit the original vids!!! ZOMG!!! I know there's a programme somewhere in the computer, but i can't seemed to find it!!! DAmmit dammit dammit!!! I need to find a pro somewhere in my class lo.... I don't think my vid is gonna come out real soon, 'coz i have a little bit of problem here and there... Oh well, time to go... Need to do this thing before my mother gets home... Bye~
Dammit, it ain't meant to be. 3/26/2009 09:15:00 PM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Dammit... *cough* If i knew earlier i wouldnt eat so much chocolate. Anyway, sorry guys! I didnt go to school today coz yesterday, as you can see, i was already feeling so sick that i keep dozing off and no energ to even talk. 38.9 Degrees Celcius is my temperature yesterday, and still some people say i don't hav a fever -_-. Anyway, i went to the doc yesterday and waited 4 1/2 an hour till its my turn. I was feeling so damn uncomfortable tat i cant seemed to do anything except wanting to puke... Aw now i still feel so terrible, but at least i feel much better from yesterday... *cough* Anyway, i should be going now... I still need to complete my HW... I dont have any excuses coz i remembered what HW i need to do and i know teachers would be chasing after me like mad tomorrow if i didnt do my HW... So... Bye... *cough* P.S: I feel drowsy after that idiotic medicine... Groan...
Dammit, it ain't meant to be. 3/24/2009 10:23:00 AM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Friday, March 13, 2009
After today i probably have a fear of running. Lol too lame, i know. Anyway, i know u guys out there wanna rest and play or sleep all day right? Yeah i know. I didnt even have the energy to shower, but at least i got enough energy left to use the computer. Yay~ Today got 3rd for class cheer!! Yay! Our effort has paid off, and we thought we were not going to make it, looking at how powerful the others are. 3/7 and 3/5 really rocked the house down! And to all the others who didn't win, don't be so sad! At least you got to show what you are really made of! Actually, it is easier said than done, you know? It is You guys probably have trained real hard and in the end get nothing, so you can say i don't know what you guys are thinking about, but srsly, don't be sad :)This probably make some people mad :) Anyway, i did run in the cross-country. It's true! Except for the last part of the race when the boys run so fast like hell. They are probably hellhounds. Anyway, my ankle, back, shoulder and leg starts to get really painful and bo lat liao. So didn't run le lor. But thankfully i am not the last few. And... LI MENG AND MEL HOW CAN YOU GUYS PANG SEH ME??? AND JIA YI AND REGINA TOO!!! Sobs. Ok, gtg le. My bro freaking naggy, coz i know he gonna play maple. See ya nxt time! (until the school re-opens XD)
Dammit, it ain't meant to be. 3/13/2009 08:12:00 PM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Tuesday, March 10, 2009
And along with the holidays comes something a lot more menacing to us: Holiday HW!!! ZOMG teachers will never loosen their grip on us, especially when it comes to holiday HW! But hehe, I very the hardworking to know that the earlier I do, the more time I get to rest! Woots! What's more the current HW i have is only A-Maths! And i have done 5 questions out of 30 questions! Ain't i good or what? But still, it IS HW after all, and i don't know what HW the other teachers will give, but they will give us tons of them. And i have lessons during the holidays and CCA too. So sian. I am bored too. So shuddup klooqy. Shut up. Damn.
Dammit, it ain't meant to be. 3/10/2009 10:30:00 AM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Thursday, March 5, 2009
Cheer pratice. Everybody at least more enthu today. I think it's all thanks to Kenneth who got us people to be screaming wildly. Well, there is some pretty big improvements, and everybody seemed to be ok with it. The cheer is not badly done, to tell you the truth, but i cannot reveal it to you guys. Sorry! (Well, i am totally not aologetic 'coz you can catch us in action during the cheering competition!) I think 3/5 gonna take the trophy home, 'coz the majority of the 2/5ians are there. Speaking of 2/5ians, i wanna a get-together for 2/5 again!!! Sobs. Oh yeah, i found some really cool vids which i had watched before, but nonetheless made me remininesce about the cheerful past. Sigh... 3/9 really no life. Ooooh i missed this ad!!! Oh yeah~! Christmas for chubbs chubbs Ok, i don't have anything more to say le. Oh yeah. 1 last thing. http://twofivezeroeight-twozerozeroeight.blogspot.com/ Oh that felt good. At least now more people know where's the class blog le. :)
Dammit, it ain't meant to be. 3/05/2009 08:20:00 PM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Monday, March 2, 2009
Well, it really had been a really long time since i updated. It has been buzy these few coming week as we prepare for the class cheer and cross country. But in the midst of happiness, death comes around knocking on mygrandpa's door. On Thursday, 26 February 2009, right after I came back, my father got an urgent call from my mother as she said she was rushing to check on grandpa. Before I can even digest the fact that there's something major happening in Tampines, my mother called back shortly. In between tears, my mother struggled a few words as she told my father over the phone: "My father's dead." All my siblings and I can respond to the sudden death was that I was totally shocked. Remorse slowly clawed its way up into my throat as the others already crying. Trying my best not to cry in front of them, I quietly sneak into my room. The next day, I rushed back home to prepare myself to go to my grandparesnt's house, where my late grandpa was still lying there, like as if he was just peacefully sleeping. He couldn't be dead, that thought keep running through my mind. H's just sleeping. He couldn't just pas away like that... But he did. The undertaker-in-charge was already there discussing about how to prepare the corpse for the funeral ceremony and how much they should pay. Everyone closest to grandpa were also there, weeping as the undertaker-in-charge talks about what my grandpa should wear. Others have puffy red eyes, while some quietly sit there in a daze. Time soon flies and we realised how tired we were. Second day after my grandpa's death, nearly all of my family members, including y paternals side grandfather, were attending the funeral ceremony. The youngest ones were busy burning hell notes while the adults pray and talked to each other. Shortly after that, there were bouts of praying, kneeling an burning as the choking smell of joss sticks filled up the air just like sorrow filling up our hearts. That emptiness of a loved one not with us anymore is truly unbearable. At the final rite, we were supposed to say goodbye to our grandpa as it will be the last time we can ever see him live (no pun intended). As all of the extended family walks round the coffin, we cannot stop the urge to cry anymore. Third day, and the most despairing one, the day where my grandpa is cremated, there's more prayers and more sadness as we burnt grandpa's future, or currently, mansion. Everybody held hands in a circle as the heat rages, quickly reducing the paper mansion into soot. My mother was already shaking as my grandma keep crying out gradpa's name, desperately wanting him back. After it was burnt down, we wasted no time to follow the funeral march next. As we followed the closed coffin through 2 road junctions under the freaking hot afternoon sun while wearing only funeral clothes and socks (yes socks. Thankfully, i wore the much thicker school socks) Everybody was watching in curiosity as this is probably one of the largest funeral procession in this year. Yet. Anyway, we walked up till a certain point on the road here buses are waiting for us to ferry us to the Mandai Crematorium. Which was awesome. When we reached there, grandpa's coffin was pushed into the altar or something like that in the hall before the cremation. Everybody kneeled and pray as usual as my mother cried uncontrollably, sobbing as the coffin was wheeled out and into the most dramatic room i have ever stepped foot on. (Seriously!!! If you don't call lights brightening up as the coffin was wheeled into the cremating thingy drama, what else would you call it?) The lights brightened up slowly (or maybe it's the sun? :/) as a few moments later, the coffin was wheeled in to the big enclosed area. We were in an air-conditioned room called the Viewing Hall, where we would be crying and screaming for our grandpa to come out. (I wonder why.) As everybody did the aforementioned stuff, I couldn't watch any longer. The cries rang in my ears as i hid my face in my arm (my other arm was busy hugging my sister). I couldn't bear the strong emotional atmosphere which filled up in the room. And the wheeling in to the cremation thingy took ike, i eternity. I mean, why wouldn't the machine be moving faster? Then finally, at the end as the doors closes and the coffin was out of sight, everybody stood up from their kneeling position and starts to move towards the exit. Everybody's still bleary-eyed and all, and my aunt wouldn't stop crying. At another resting place, another group of family were atteding their loved one's funeral. (I realised, before i went into the Mandai Crematorium building, that there are around 6 bodies that needs to be cremated.) And everyone's mighty tired from all that crying, so we went up the bus to rest. Ok, everything's fine now, thank you very much for your concern, even though i know there isnt anyone who would be visiting now... But i still feel sad, obviously. And to help me remember this unconditional love which my grandpa has showered over s for these few years, i am dedicating this song called "Swear It Again" by Westlife to my late grandpa. Enjoy! It's a really great song! :)
Dammit, it ain't meant to be. 3/02/2009 06:26:00 PM <3
