MIDNIGHT!/ Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Well... Let's c... I wanna confess sumthing tat wuld kinda make me & probably others uncomfortable... Well, it kinda means i m gonna spill my tots in here. YES i m gonna tell u my secrets... LOL nt XDDD. Ok... I wanna put a title 4 my tis thingy bt den... (looks at my sis, bro, & friend who is crowding around) I better nt.
Bt 1st daily report!!!
Writing(MT): We spend the time reading in the parade square 4 like 2 hrs & my legs mah bi liao...
Eng: Sumthing
Science: Which
Recess: I
Maths: Dun
Lit: Kno
PC: LOLz
Dun-dun. Nxt part...
Ok... So i'm turning emo. YES emo. LOL. Idk hw to put it... Stressed out frm exams? Mayb, mayb nt. More like influenced a lot by KH2... XDDD yeah rite my imagination's running haywire.
Anyway... Idk hw to put it lar. I felt stressed out these few days. I'm thinking abt 1) my friends (yeah rite i'm totful) 2) the world 3) my life & THE MEANING OF LIFEEEEE!!!! Woah.
Let's tok abt friends 1st. Mayb i'm influenced by friends blog or watever... Anyway, i cant differentiate true friends & temporary friends frm u-kno-wat friends. Srly, i cant T_T. I think Eunice's nt a true friend. I've kinda irritated by her attitude towards me, more & more aggresive. YES bully. Bt u kno, hw to break friendship? I tried the silence method or watever-u-call-it, bt den, it worsen the condition.
I tot her attitude is juz ok. I tot evrything wuld b over, like waking frm a dream. Bt tis is a nitemare tat i will nvr wake up frm... Wakao emo time. Well, i've neglected my ture frinds: LM & Mel (lol specially mention)... They've stood by me, bt i kept pushing them away. Till 1 day, when LM said, "I think she's trying to snatch you away & make you think she's your only friend..." I juz shook of the comment, coz i tot it was jealousy. Bt den it kinda engraved in2 my head. Den i think of my attitude towards them & her(Eunice) attitude towards me... Kinda gt an enlightenment.... XDDD So did i rant enuff?
I think the rest i 2mr den i tok lah.... Oh yeah SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all the Muslims!!!! & happy holidays to those who r nt Muslims~
Gtg toodles~
Dammit, it ain't meant to be.
9/30/2008 04:21:00 PM <3
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