MIDNIGHT!/ Thursday, October 22, 2009
Well, exams are pretty much over, so everyone's quite happy :)
Everybody except me, of course.
After exams, even though I can slack like nobody's business, I worry for my results...
Well, I had to, right? I mean, Ms Wong's death glare is not to be messed with, especially if you are one of the noober students for English. Failing EOY could mean serious trouble.
Like this case.
Ms Wong: (to the whole class, but delibrately aimed at SOMEONE for some reason which... Well, you get the picture.) ...And if anyone of YOU fail, you don't need to go to Beijing to go see peopple change face. I will change your face for YOU. (looks at me evilly)
Me: (of course, I would have cried, but it's too embarrasing at that moment) *looks away* *laughs nervously*
...
Ha! See who gets that last laugh.
And obviously it's me.
After I got my stupid suckish result (3 fails currently, don't ask. I'm still emo-ing about it), I've uber-pwned English. Seriously, for my entire student life, I didn't expect myself to score so high on summary (22/25. Makes even myself jealous :P) when I am always the GG kind of case.
Talking about GG...
I had said GG for the rest of Tuesday.
Probably for a few hours I've said that.I was so damn stressed, ok?
What's more, I was thinking whether to drop to Combined.
'Coz I sucked at Chem, Bio and Physics.
And I don't like Mrs Low.
Seriously, have you ever heard a teacher who ENCOURAGES you to drop to NA when she is supposed to CHEER YOU UP?!
She is truly a...*sigh*
Anyways, I have some serious issues in my friendships.
Seriously.
Wait, why do I always say serious this serious that?
-.-
Well, I know she won't bother to come to this blog 'coz I know she won't.
She just won't.
I hope E don't betray me.
Erm... Yeah, major relationship problem with LeAnne.
I had known her for like, only 9 months or so.
And I tell ya, you wouldn't like her attitude.
I mean, would you want to get hit by a monster truck carrying tons of explosives which might go off anytime?
Yeah, she is like that, except I would prefer the monster truck death.
At least it's instant. The worst case scenario is to be stuck in a rotten hospital moaning about my own foolishness.
But whatever.
She is hell, man...
She could hit you hard without bothering a sorry.
She could accidently touch you, without apologising.
I had told Mel and LM about the reason for my emoness, and they agreed that I should stay a low profile for some time.
But...
Running ain't always the solution, right?
One part of me wanted to end the friendship with her, another part of me didn't want to hurt her too much, even though she is vicious.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
What to do???
What the f*^# am I supposed to do?
Seriously...
I hate this.
Dammit, it ain't meant to be.
10/22/2009 04:54:00 PM <3
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